fat potato...

My mum told me yesterday that I look like a fat potato....

:(

Hope/Trust-The Recipe for Magic and Disappointment...

A sudden sense of insecurity….No events to spark such feelings….Am I being paranoid….Is my drama queen side making me exaggerate….Is this an unnecessary worry….

Maybe I’m just exaggerating….worrying myself sick for nothing….There isn’t any signs for me to worry about anything….I guess my mind is just playing with me....I shouldn’t let it affect me and what I have. Its just me….

Incidents in our lives can affect us in many ways; the way we think, the way we make decisions, the way we look at situations, the way we look at people around us….

Trust and Hope; difficult to cultivate, difficult to maintain…..sigh….

IBM United!

We met again, finally...after like 3 years!! The whole IBM ging-bang together last Friday, except for one :Sumi.

Sumi, We missed you, dear! The fun wasn't complete without you!

Huda, Ajmoon, Uma, Suba, Kanz, Ananthi, Ambiga, it was really great meeting up with you girls again! N thank you to everyone for making an effort to come down. N Thank you to Kanzy for taking the effort to make everyone come!! :)

This time, we invaded Pizza Hut at Causeway Point.

As always, we were full of laughter and jokes! Cam whoring was to the max! Even though it was only for a short while, we had quality time together. We should really try to meet up at least once every 3 months or so. We really should! :)

Congrats to Uma, who is going to the first among us to be hitched, even though it is legally. But still you are going to be the first one who would be known as 'Married'. Congratulations again! :)

The Entire Gang!

Thank you again guys for the wonderful time we had together on Friday. I have a small question though. I know its a bit too late to ask and a stupid at this moment .But what does IBM actually stand for? Did we like finalise a name for that abbreviation....

Meeting the Mother......

Ok, the major part has been done with. I finally met Victor's mum......phew.....it went smoother than i expected but I'm still not sure whether she likes me.....hmm.....

I asked Victor if she has said anything about me after seeing me on Saturday and he said that she didn't say anything. Although he repeatedly assures me that his mum not saying anything is a good thing, I'm still going paranoid over whether she likes me. She was friendly with me at the wedding, chatting with me and stuff but.....sigh....I'm just a bit paranoid here......should relax now since its over......

Jeff's wedding was good. Meet Sumi there and she was at our table for a while. Thank you dear for coming over. Your presense there was calming my nerves a bit. It was a bit stressful sitting there alone with his mum and sis. Dickhead Victor! Made me sit in between of him and his mum.......When I saw the empty seat, I really felt like banging his head against the wall!! What was he thinking!!!! Argh!

Anyway, I like Victor's sister! She's nice and friendly. Always smiling. That's at least a good sign. :)

One stressful event down, another one coming up soon......Meeting his father at his place.....Thank god that is in March!

Freakishly freaking outishly....

The first two weeks of 2008 have been ok, not too bad. My exams have been over and done with. As usual, it was just another bunch of bull-shit. I've been surviving on that since Jan. I just need to bullshit another one more time in April, then after that I'll be concentrating on my graduation project and then I'm done with my diploma.

That's really fast. It always feels as if I just started studying. But a year has already passed and I'm graduating soon. :)

Work hasn't been very easy but I'm trying to stay afloat. I'm having the usual 'teething' problems of a new job. But I'm slowly getting the hang of it. Its quite fun actually, just that I have quite a number of people to chase and its irritating that they don't keep always keep to your deadline....and these people are in the higher management....sigh.....*shakes head*

But you know what it is amusing? Everyone is super nice to me....why....coz I'm the PA to the branch deputy director and they need my help in matters related to him and the branch. And I have to nice to a few people (whether I like it or not).....why.....coz I need to be in their good books to get my necessary things done.

Oh well, we all have to be hypocrites at times in life, don't we......sigh.....this is the corporate world, isn't it......

Putting all that aside.....I'm freaking out! I'm meeting Victor's mum tomorrow! He's bringing me his friend's wedding to which his mum is also attending!! Argh!!! I'm freaking out and am freaking stressed!!!

Why? I DON'T KNOW!!!

I really have no idea why I'm so stressed or why I am freaking out! But I am!!

AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mugging....

Its interesting how librarians work. People can come to the library in groups, chit-chat and disturb the peace of others but individuals can't use their hp even though they are whispering. I really don't understand the logic of this.

Funny....*shakes head*

In Donut Heaven.....

......Food therapy is the best......

i'm dying...

I know I should be doing my work now instead of blogging but I really something to cool me down.....I'm freaking out....

There is just too many things to do at work. My exams are on Monday and Tuesday. I can't take leave to study for them. I'm trying my best to compose myself and get my thoughts straight but it is not seem to be working.

I've been stuffing myself with food and I know that's its bad thing coz it means I'm freaking out.

I'm so inclined to take urgent leave tomorrow but I can't. I have things to be donee.....how....

Now what am I supposed to do.....argh....shit.....

Dieee...

Welcome 2008

Its the start of a new year-2008.

Let's welcome the new year with new hopes, wishes and a whole new attitude.

I hope 2008 would be a good year for everyone around me! :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!